I guess I'm in the midst of an argument with my boyfriend. I hate that we text, a lot. It doesn't feel productive. But does every aspect of my life need to be productive? I'm not sure. I'm not sure of anything. I didn't agree to be in this relationship for us to only ignore each other when we're upset at ourselves. I would much rather us not bother than continue like this.
But I can't imagine life without him. Before he was my boyfriend, he was my boy friend. He was one of my most cherished friends. There's no going back to whatever we were before. It's either we continue moving ahead towards something unknown, or become unknown to one another.
